today was a first? maybe not a first but some where along those lines.. keep telling myself the same thing.. i know whats good whats bad but still i just keep doing the same thing.. but sometimes doing the right thing isn't the best thing to do.. so confusing crap.. haha.. but at least after this episode things would either get alot better or just hell lot worse.. just hope things turn out for the better..




So.... What makes a nice guy nice?