Wonder wonder Wonder

how easy to lose sight of things.. how easy is it to fall out, how easy is it to fall into.. wad am i becoming.. looking into the mirror i can almost no longer recognize myself, what am i turning into.. things are rather empty 4 i know i am lacking.. living life thru so much emptiness.. come back.. but my legs wont move..

ps Alvin's msg 2 day was veh gd and reflective and can see to be very personal a msg.. talks abt things and stuff.. shld listen 2 it well..

made me think abt stuff.. although i kinda forgot wad kinda stuff cuz im quite tired now.. gonna go slp soon.. but im suppose 2 do a quiz which im quite lazy 2 do... ok! shall be a little more hardworking a person..

the quiz from joyan!
[1]The person who passed you this quiz
joyan

[2]Your relationship with him/her
friend, teacher and student =]

[3]Your 5 impressions of him/her
1.Smart person
2.Chinese pro!
3.GUITARIST!!
4.hardworking lazy person?
5.she is a human

[4]The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
well.. i cant reali remember? me got bad memory =[

[5]The most memorable words he/she said to you
well.. tt 2 i cant remember? but the last thing she said 2 me so far just now was sry g2g

[6]If he/she becomes your lover
hmmm? love her as a sis in christ alrdy lor xD

[7]If he/she becomes your lover, what he/she should improve on
hmmmm? i dunno? GUITAR skills!!! xD

[8]if he/she becomes your enemy
i dunno, doubt tt would happen?

[9]if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be
erm?

[10]The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
to learn chinese from her! xD

[11]Your overall impression of him/her is
a nice nice nice person! see how many times i use the nice word.. so must be reali nice! so nice i dunno wad else 2 write xD hahaha

[12]How do you think people around you would feel about you
well.. i got no idea xD ask them?

[13]Characteristics you love about yourself are
cuz im uniquely me xP

[14]On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are
lazy!

[15]The most ideal person you want to be is
who ever God wants me to be?

[16]For people that care and like you, say something to them
THANK YOU! wahahhaha! xD

[17]Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1.cal
2.justin
3.choc
4.joyce
5.joyan! xP
6.andrew
7.nemo :)
8.gera
9.ben
10.Mr.Popperby! wahahahhaha xD

[18]Is number 6 having a relationship at the moment? (Mr.Drew or Andrew)
maybe?? i dunno?

[19]Is number 9 male or female? (Benja)
male? not saMUEL but stilla male

[20]If number 7 and 10 are together, would that be a good thing? ( Claire and Joel)
YES!! =D

[21]How about number 8 and 5? ( Joyan & Gera )
WOW! tt would be nice xDD heehee

[22]What is number 2 studying? (Justin or rather Dustbin)
Hacking for Dummies 101

[23]When was the last time you had a chat with number 3? (Choc)
just now?

[24]What kind of music band just number 8 likes?
Paramore?

[25]Does number 1 have siblings? (Calvin)
yes! crazy sisters infact xD

[26]Is number 7 the sexiest girl in the universe? ( nemo )
YAYAY! hahah xD jkjkjkjk how can say my supposely straight son sexy?

[27]Do you think its possible if number 4 & 5 date each other? (Joyce and Joyan)
hmmmm? anything is possible?

[28]Say something more about number 6 (Andrew)
Crazy nice guy!

[29]Whats your relationship with number 9? (Ben)
friend xDyayay!

[30]List all the schools that number 1 to 10 are in/previous ones
NJC, ACSI, JJC, SP, Nanyang, Crescent, HGSS, MGS

[31]What would you do if number 10 hates you? (Joel)
oh noes!! i haf no clue.. can u give me 1?

[32]Which of the 10 people are in a relationship..
hmmmmmm?

[33]How did you first meet 3? (Choc)
cell? cant remember? CCIS?

[34]How would you react if Number 3 and number 10 liked each other? (Joel and Choc)
ooooo! coool!

[35]What would you do if number 4 tells you she is pregnant? (Joyce)
-stun-

Lalala

its sunday! and time passes soo fast... too fast in fact =[

today had a small "guitar fellowship" but mostly onli me and josiah were playing anithing.. need more ppl!! so bring ur guitars ppl =D

haha! after tt played a round of dota which wasn't too bad la.. had sum fun =D

and my grandmom is staying over at my hse 2day 4 a few days!
I dun wanna feel tis way
i dun wan history to repeat itself
but all im looking for is ur happiness..
could i ask for more?

tmr is sch =[ soooo sad.. oral coming up! and just remember im suppose 2 do a quiz which im super duper lazy 2 do! awww D=

shall do it sum other time den xD

World Of This

A young boy at a tender age of 11 years old was pondering about the things in life, he was thinking of how his life has been, all the things that lead him to the day.

That day for the boy was like no other yet like every other, he like all other families had a father and a mother. Like most families they were a couple, although not a very happy couple they were a couple.

His friends were like all other kids in primary school who had a normal childhood and had normal parents, they were rather good kids as well.

But this young boy was sitting on the edge of the window, his eyes held sorrow which few understood, he wore a aura of sorrow which held contained and subdue but this was a rather disturbing sight indeed. Although his eyes held no tears he was pondering what would happen after death.

Was there emptiness? Would he go to heaven? Questions and questions continued to pour into his head wondering where or what would happen to him if he were to take the last step.

As he stood up to the window where it would be his next step would spell the end of his mortal existence, something held him back, like a whisper in the winds, something held him back, some one reminded him, some one gave him a special feeling.

But he was alone, alone in this physical plane. There was nobody in the room, not a person to comfort him but still, something stopped him from taking the jump.

He felt a feeling that was being LOVED, he felt LOVE.

He took a step back and continued with life till now he still living and breathing.





By a fellow man.
He is still alive till this day.
Please show a little more love in this world.
Please pray for all the lost and unloved.
Please have the courage to act.
And the heart to love a little more.

Cuz im afraid rite now

life seems to reali play tricks on u.. dunno wads gonna happen.. hope nothing big.. hope im just thinking 2 much again.. cuz the way things are going.. i dunno wads gonna happen... haha..
i reali feel like running away from tis
friday!
national day celebration.. going 2 sch was soooo pointless and dumb.. haha.. waste time la.. but the performences were not too baddd... for my sch standard..
why am i still here?
The day started out with sum parade thingy which was held in the parade squ while we were in the hall so we saw the proceedings thru a vid cam..
where is the love i once had
After tt we had sum NE quiz thingy which involved 1 repi from all lvls from opal to topaz.. was quite funny all the things.. haha..
i need a little more loving
den afterwards the more nice nice performs of sorts like a hiphop dance routine thingy and a skit.. den the was a grp jukebox ppl thingy.. they are quite gd i think although got alot of room for improvement.. dun think my guitar is tt gd either but ya.. haha.. fun 2 play in a band =D
save me if its worth saving me
after tt just kill time kill time den set off.. wahahha.. end so early... wanted 2 go do something but nobody reply me or anithing so just stuck at home slacking.. boring of sorts... shall just guitar away time and observe tis funny song called zombie by Cranberries

Where are You

B A
Where Are You?
G E
I am Lost, all alone (I am here)
B A
Where Are You?
G E
I am cold, in this world (Can you feel me?)
B A
Where Are You?




lazy 2 write out the rest, still in its composing stages! wahahha! any ideas or critics just say! know it sounds a little emo but its suppose 2 be! xD

so many things 2 write abt! watched the dark knight! can say the best show i watch the WHOLE year! sooo nice! sad sia tt keth died! no more pro pro acting joker! =[

aniway, went for FOP ytd and Fri! para band and reuben was gd! love the preacher! hes such a nice guy! shall talk more abt them later cuz im lazy 2 write stuff now! xD