There are so many of them

So many of these people.
So many of those who try to hide
Those who seek comfort yet shun it
Those who cry out but hide in themselves
Would we understand each other
Somethings are just like that
What can we do to change?

We need a hope
But there is only one
Only one person who can heal all those wounds
Would you really lay your life down
I doubt so..
But then again, humans are unpredictable.
We hide under all these things.
What do you want to change?

We are all looking for something
To take away the pain

Those Nights

I remember when we used to laugh about nothing at all
It was better than going mad
From trying to solve all the problems we're going through
Forget 'em all
Cause on those nights we would stand and never fall
Together we faced it all
Remember when we'd
to have nobody
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive

I remember when we used to drive anywhere but here
As long as we'd forget our lives
We were so young and confused
That we didn't know to laugh or cry
Those nights were ours
They will live and never die
Together we'd stand forever
Remember when we'd
i wanna love and be loved
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive
i guess im alone again
Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong with us
Those nights belong to us

I remember when we used to laugh
And now i wish those nights would last

Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive
im changing yet again.. can u save me
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive
Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong
if im even worth it..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LM4RaalpA9w

listening to tis song can just break me down to tears sumtimes..
i miss those nights
in all the hard times in my life
those nights kept me alive

Change

All those words. I've changed yet again.
Becoming the man I wish I wouldn't be
Where is the heart I once had
Where did the happiness I once gained
All into this stony wall
It seems even time can conquer the hardest and coldest of hearts.

Sigh*

been awhile since i last updated xD wahahaha! shall update 4 once

sum stupid thing at sch happen 2day... apparently it involved a bunch of girls...........
a bunch of bags............................. one guy.................
and welcome our main star attraction or rather repulsion! the LIZARD!

Apparently as recess ended the class was just being a normal class would den me and sum of the guys saw tis black thingy on the floor moving.. as we tried to tell some of the girls tt there was a lizard ard..

After moments of nothingness they begun 2 react.. which was after confusion and stuff.. den peshi who i think is reali afraid of lizards was like screaming and stuff..

It started 2 crawl up into ppls bags and stuff.. den coleen was like on the chairs wif a broom.. super funny la.. the best was when ezan walked into class and tot the lizard was a cockroach which he was afraid of... his reaction was super funny.. me and yong siang was laughing!

finally my Mr.Tan came and saved the day by getting it wif the broom and swept it away after it managed to crawl up sum other random places..

the random thing of the day xD~!

had a mock test at the end of sch.. dun think i will do veh well.. got so many thingy to do now.. so troublesome.. guess its the life of the sec 4 student.. troublesome..

so many things now coming up.. pray tt i will get thru it all one day.. times like these i know i need my rest.. but cant reali get much of it..

Quiz Quiz! xD

got tis from joyan's blog so decided 2 update! =]

1)Do you have a wide group of friends ?
hmmm.. depends on wad u consider wide i guess but not reali?

2)If you're in trouble , will your friends 'fly' to help you ?
depends i guess, dunno

3)Will you sacrifice your most precious things for your friends?
i already have

4)Do you believe in BBF?
hmmm.. not reali, friends come and go but onli some will stay.

5)Do you think a straight man and a women can just be platonic friends?

6)Do you have a female/male ( i think its suppose 2 be like tis?) whom you can trust with almost everything?
erm.. i think so?

7)Do you think friends should tell each other everything?
nope, somethings were meant to be kept secret.

8)If your friends are in trouble, what will you do?
depends on wad kind of trouble but i would do to the best of my ability to help them.

9)In future , if your friends get married and ask you to be their bridesmaid/best man, will you agree ?
erm.. maybe? y not i guess

10)What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
well, if i had.. why not unless there were complications

11)What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
i guess i would emo abit den heck it.. but it depends on my mood i guess.

12)If your friend snatches your bf/gf away , will you hate him or her completely ?
erm.. depends? maybe a little but not completely

13)What if there is a guy who has liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that he needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help him?
(is tis quiz 4 gurls onli?!!)
erm.. u can go on ahead cuz i dun reali wanna do anithing.. im straight xD

14)Do your parents think your friends are a bad influence ?
I dont think so cuz they dun reali know alot of my friends

15)What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
erm.. depends i guess..

16)If your friend organizes a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go , will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don’t go?
i will just go and dun care them.

17)How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?
cold hot close far nice bad

18)Define friendship .
its my friends' ship

19)Name 20 people whom you can think right now . don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people . at the end , choose 5 people to do this.

1.cal
2.choc
3.jo
4.justin
5.thad teo
6.thad tan
7.andrew
8.julia lee
9.yc
10.joie
11.joyce
12.gera
13.ben
14.claire
15.shuwen
16.elisa
17.ty
18.joyan
19.joel tham
20.cavell

How did you meet no. 4? (Justin)
I met him at church but got to know each other more thru soccer if i remember correctly?

What will you do if you never meet no. 1? (Calvin)
might haf nv discovered guitar and the world would be a sadder place

What if no. 9 & no. 20 dated? (YC & Cavell)
wow.. i dont think tt will ever happen

Will no. 6 & no. 17 date? (Thaddeus Tan & Tian Yong)
now tt might reali happen =]

Describe no. 3 (Josiah)
noise guy at time, nice person as a whole & a gd friend too

Describe no. 7 (Andrew)
hee hee! hes a reali nice guy although he might be a little off sumtimes. Fun guy

Do you kno any of no.12’s family (Geraldine)
I know her bro & parents i guess

What will you do if no.18 confess to you that he likes you? (Joyan)
hmmm.. i wonder wad i would do.. it would be rather interesting xD

What language does no.15 speak ? (Shuwen)
Bear talk! xP jkjk!

How old is no.16 (elisa)
she is a 48 yr old auntie

When is the last time you spoke to no.13? (Benjamin)
erm, ytd? day camp!

Who is no.2's favorite band or singer? (Choc)
STORM!

Would you ever date no. 4 (Justin)
hmmmm?

Would you ever date no. 1? (Calvin)
I already haf xDD jkjk! im straight hee hee

Is no. 19 single? (Joel Tham)
tt i dun reali know

Would you ever be in a relationship with no.11 (Joyce)
YUP! =D just wad kind hee hee

School of no. 3? (Josiah)
FairField Med! i was there 2days ago!

Have you seen no. 2 naked (Choc)
erm.. NO!

What is no.8's nickname? (Julia)
rubbish bin, tigress, lagger, shorty.. many many more, must not say 4 she is a violent person! scary!
do you see?
Next 5 person to do the survey:
1.YOU
2.YOU TOO
3.YOU THREE
4.YOU FOUR
5.I DONT CARE BUT MUST BE YOU!!