Is this a dream?

- This has to be a dream -

- Yeah, this has to be a dream -

- Then we should wake up if we close our eyes, right? -

- Yes, we will!.. I hope... -
Why do I always have to screw up my life?

If this was all a dream, I think I will die in the end of it xD
1. My friends are good and nice people =]

2. I am listening to the birds and cricket!

3. Maybe I should take my guitar?

4. I love - hmmmmm...

5. My plan is to grow old and die then go to heaven =]

6. I don't understand why the world is the world

7. I lost a lot already in this lifetime =(

8. People say random things?

9. I am missing sleep, food, water.. all the basic essentials so I think I may just die from lack of water or something one day

10. Love means alot!

11. Somewhere, someone - can I change the someone to somehow? It reminds me of a song! xD

12. I am always searching for something

13. Forever seems not too far off

14. I never want to live a life of...

15. My mobile phone is soooomeewheeere over the raaainbow!

16. When i wake up in the morning I try to get myself off the bed.

17. I get annoyed when - Thats a good question let me think abt it

18. Parties are fun.. I guess xD

19. Hugs or kisses? How about both? or none at all?

20. Today I will go calvin's house later!

21. Tomorrow I will go do the lights at church!

22. I really want to get my life back into shape.

23. I shall skip this question =]

24. What is your phone brand? Sony Ericsson!

25. What are the last three digits of your phone number? 97654(053)

26. What does the second message in your inbox say? Quote Quote "L0ls.ya yabusy with papaya.l0ls.rhymes rite?" random?

27. Who was the last person you rang? My mom?

28. Who was the last missed call from? Mr.Derek

29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say? Quote Quote "Meet at west mall Mrt. 12pm.

30. Who comes up after J? K!

31. Go to your sent messages- What does the tenth message say? Quote Quote "Hmmm.. Your house ah? Or somewhere?"

32. Who is your network provider? M1 =]

33. How many messages are there in your inbox? Don't ask me to count! lazy!!

34. Who do you have on speed dial 3? Tarzan is handsome Tarzan is strong go listen to the jungle song! (random lyrics in my head!)

35. If you are on prepaid card, how much credit do you have? Nope! no no PP card!

36. Who's the first person who comes up after C? If its AFTER C? Daniel Chan whom I have no idea who's that.

37. What do you have as your main ringtone? Erm.. I'm lazy to check..

38. Pass this quiz to ten people
1.I'm lazy to think of names! So if you see this! wahahhaha! you must do! xO I dun care xD

I'm Back!

Welcome to the super dead blog of Samuel Tan! So bored bored bored! well not really.. Me wanna go sleep soon but felt like posting something to save my blog from a terrible and horrible death!

Today in the morning I had nothing to do till josiah asked me to go over his house which I did at around 1.30pm?

reach there watch him play a little cs, played a little dota and den played a little GUNZ!! xD

josiah at first kept dying in the beginning of the quest mode but after tt he became alot better and could solo some of the missions!

Didn't know it was so late when I left his house which was around 10.40pm? LATE much

reached home and now im just doing nothing! after i finish this i will go take a shower den go ZzzzZzzzzZZzzZZzZzzzz....
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Sad I didn't go the fresh fire conference.. Reasons why? Its Complicated (TradeMark by Friendster) haha! ( But not the relationship status) but Its just Complicated! cause I'm A Complicated but Bored person!

guess im missing alot of things but i guess its natural.. think i might have like seasonal depression or something xD

I'm not say sad or emo now but just a little weird?! it might be a post O lvl thing or something but I dunno.. just this feeling i cant shake

maybe i lack sleep? worked last time but dunno abt now! never know till i try! Yay! I wrote a slightly long post for my standards! =D cant compare to some people though xD they own la the lengths of their post and i cant do the Quiz cause i cant see it in the blog animore D=

Sighing off!
-SIGH- ( <---- Its EXTREMELY BIG a SIGH )
lalala

December Blues

It just hit me.. All the things that happened in my life.. It was always during that time of year.. The weird dreams are back... The old buried stuff always comes back.. Reminds me of the Ghost of Christmas Past.. Didn't think it was such a sub-con thing.. Sometimes I just forget all the things I've been through.. I still know them.. Felt them.. But always at this point of time the time of Unrest come.. Although I've already change so much I don't know how things will turn up.. Don't know this strange darkness that haunts me..
Oh Got I hate This Time of Year
Sometimes I really wonder if I know myself..

I'm just afraid of myself..

F.E.A.R - If the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom, what of the fear of self?

IT HAS ENDED~!!~!~!!~!!!

Finally after sooooo long! ok la! not really that long but long enough! xD

Today woke up at 6am to get ready for school as the LAST paper is a morning one which starts at 8am which means reach there early = reach at 7.30am soo i reach early early at roughly 7am cause my mom fetch me!

sat ard, talk revise and until around 7.40am we started heading up to the classrooms for the exams

7.55am exam starts...

-scribble scribble scribble-

-lubber lubber lubber-


8.40am finishes paper and checks thru!

8.55am ==> Please stop writing and hand in your answer scripts!

9.am ==> You may exit the room!

YAY!!!!

wnet over zhen hao hse 2 b.net a little and cut hair wif nat while zh dyes his hair alittle although i cant say i see much diff..

left his hse at ard 11++ den head hoome bathe and change den met at 1pm at bukit but was 10mins late!

took the long way on MRT to cathey due to some misconception and took a cab to cieny or how u spell it cause i dont knw how cuz we were really really hungry and buffet at suki sushi or something like tt! ate lots although still could eat a little more before we left den arcade a little b4 going watch 007!

not bad show but almost fell aslp cuz was really tired! went home by bus although took awhile and got home! nice day! hahaha

Its always a new day

And theres always a new tomorrow

I'm the guy who adapts to change.. I can be who I want to be.. For the people you love you have to sacrifice a little of yourself.. I've change so much.. Oh the irony.. I used to think people like me are very insincere cause doing "good" was very easy.. But now I think people who do that are wow.. Think theres gonna be something weird going down.. All the things I take I would take em all for a reason.. Life has so much more to offer then this.. Eternity is just knocking on.. What is life?

I'm so "positive" right now.. I'm a weird person.. Sometimes I couldn't care less but O how things have changed xD
In the light I hide =]
Who would say they know?