Its like screaming out for help beneath the ocean and hoping the little bubbles your making signal the sign of your drowning in the deep sea where there isn't a single soul to notice your cries.

Somehow I still can't get rid of this feeling..

Its weird. Life.
In the 18 plus years I've lived there is a baffling feeling to how I've come to this point.

I've lived an eventful 18 years.

Problems have struck. But I have stuck on through.

Reflections to a broken mirror and the eyes of a blind bat.
You soon realize that the world you see is not that of what you first thought to be.

But its fine cause know that I see so much differently it is kind of refreshing.

For the first time in such a long time I truly learn that how happiness is a choice.
To know that life has so much more to offer, that there is so much to live for.

So on goes the road.
The bend in the road.
The way is clearer again.
Just hit a rest stop at a dead end.
No wrong in making a round trip.
Better than running off the road.

Better to live. A dull ache still throbs but it is a good reminder on things.
So this precious lesson I've been taught will not be so easy to forget.

Now to love myself like I've loved others.
Open my eyes to myself and to the world.
To resolve the mysteries of life.
To find the end of the intended road.

And a line I've heard before.
To infinity and beyond. =]

-A simple warm smile-

Feels like the only thing I can do now.

From the choice came a peace.
From the peace comes a calm.
From the calm is the storm.
From the storm comes the end.

So now is the beginning of the middle part of the end.