2010. Still can't believe it.
Just not too long ago I was still like this and that.
Now things have changed too much.
Just going to rant about stuff.
Beyond my reason and furthest from my vision.
Do you see the world or the people..
I keep telling myself over and over again not to feel this way but some how I always keep falling for the same thing..
Time time time time time.. I wish I had more time.. Time to clear things up.. Time for my friends.. Time for myself and time to waste away..
Looking back I wonder how did things suddenly just turn out like this.. Keep missing the way things were and soon I will miss everything else..
The way I feel is simply retarded.. Making sense of the senseless and holding on to the transparent..
When did I become so selfish? When did I stop being so selfless.. There was once a time I always told myself that it was better to have others happy then to myself so I decided to deny myself and to give it my best to others.. But now I'm like this..
Seeing, hearing, feeling. Wanna close my eyes but afraid I will lose it all..
But the one thing I shall ask to everybody and anybody who reads this..
WHAT ARE YOU RUNNING FROM?
It struck me really hard like a gunshot in the silent night. Made me wonder. What am I running from? What are you running from?
We fear so we run. We hurt so we run away. We do not know so we run. Will you be willing to confront it?
Just of the things that came to mind.. really tired. i should like slp now.
My lord my God, Thank you for all the blessings you have given to me, thank you for all the people you put in my life. Amen
New beginnings
Wow.. Its 2010! wow.. Finally updating after like super super long! as promised i shall update after my attachment! =D
So 2009 comes to an end and 2010 comes..
The past year has been a crazy ride on a roller coaster ride that seems to never end and can crash any moment.
So many things has happen and I'm like pretty detached from things now a days..
Gotta get things back together again..
Today being my last day of attachment I'm like finally free of one thing!!!
Time do do stuff that I wasn't able to do in the next.... 2 days... wow..
School is starting soon again! Back to the hectic lifestyle of trying to get by week by week and no longer day by day!
ok! shall post on all the happenings next time!
cya!
So 2009 comes to an end and 2010 comes..
The past year has been a crazy ride on a roller coaster ride that seems to never end and can crash any moment.
So many things has happen and I'm like pretty detached from things now a days..
Gotta get things back together again..
Today being my last day of attachment I'm like finally free of one thing!!!
Time do do stuff that I wasn't able to do in the next.... 2 days... wow..
School is starting soon again! Back to the hectic lifestyle of trying to get by week by week and no longer day by day!
ok! shall post on all the happenings next time!
cya!
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